THIS , OLD , FATIGUE, TIRED AND WEARY MAN |
LET HIM SLEEP.... FOR. He is tired. Tired for doing wrongs. He failed more than success.Done wrongs more than rights, but sadly to regret, he still believed that he had done it all right.
LET HIM SLEEP... FOR I, personally knew this old man.... In his sleeps, he has no dream. He sleep like a dead-log .In his sleep, he sink in deep .emptiness. Hollow and dark. No fear , no dream. BUT dreams rushed into him when he is awake. It rushed into him like a flows of the falling rapid. hard and sharp..These dreams seem real, its appear as if it is in reality, He felt real.It touched him real. And that scared him most.It drove him crazy. He almost can't stand it. So let him sleep.
LET HIM SLEEP...FOR in his awaking, in all his life, he had forgone many things which were precious in his life. All gone in his quest for truth, he had abandoned and neglected those around him when they needed him most, in his awaking, he had done millions of mistakes. Guilty conscious engulfed him. In his sleep,.he found solace . In his sleep,he felt his soul swimming in ineffable happiness.He savor every minutes of his sleep.So let him sleep....
LET HIM SLEEP... FOR he is afraid of death. Although sleeping is partially death, he has confident that his chance of alive is greater.Only he is afraid of being awake
.In his younger years, he was once asked
" Aren't you afraid of death ?"" Yes " was his answer. " But I fought and pushed it hard by forgetting it. " . As always in his mind, " one should live always in view of ones death. "
To his mind, the only way to live is to forget that you're going to die. Death is scary. The fear of it should never influence a single action of the wise man. " - that was his reasoning at that time.
AND NOW..think of it, frighten him more, for that kind of philosophy actually had distance him from the reality of existence. Death is unimportant, yes , no doubt about it, for in reality it doesn't exist.Death is actually a 'transfer' or ' moving to other ' stage' of human existence. He knew by now that he should live in ' accepting ' not by " forgetting' it. Then every single actions of his will be under the influence of this fact. Now he realized and understood about his body and soul.
Well, He knew that he will die struggling for breath and he will be horribly afraid. He also knew that he will not be able to keep himself from regretting bitterly the life that has brought him to such a pass but he disown that regret. He's now weak, old, diseased, poor , dying, hold still his soul in his hands and he tried no to regret nothing.....
LET THIS OLD MAN SLEEP.....He needs help. He is afraid. Maybe with your forgiveness and prayers will give him, in his last sleep . a dream, a beautiful dream that might illusory him, even for a quick glimpse which will give him a sensation thrill of tranquility that will shot through his heart although it will only lasted an instant.
DONT DISTURB...LET THIS OLD MAN ASLEEP |